Intimacy

I honestly don't know if this post will make sense to anyone but me, but it's really the only semi-private space I have to talk about this, so you'll have to forgive me. I am learning. Transitions bring transitions, bring more transitions. Hearing the love of my life, my partner of 15 years, the man…

Coming Back

It's been almost 2 years since I last posted here. This blog has served different purposes over the years and probably will continue to do so, obviously. Nobody should really be surprised that I change things, though. So the new purpose? Mostly to keep up with my Mommy. Or more, for her to keep up…

Something entirely different

The other night, I watched Tyler Glenn (of Neon Trees) pour his heart out, live, on Facebook. For those who didn't see the video, you can find it here. I cried. So hard. And it hasn't left me yet. I'm Mormon. I may be my own particular brand of Mormon, but I am. I belong…

Starting Over

Sometimes starting over is the hardest thing to do. I've erased a majority of the posts on this blog. Back in December, my Lady left me. No warning. I had no idea. In fact, I was possibly only weeks away from proposing. The custom book I was making to hide her ring in and the…

Phases

I'm trying very hard to gather my thoughts, but I want to apologize beforehand if this post gets a little...sideways. Last night was my first night cross dressing in public, complete with a binder borrowed from my favorite transman and a packer I bought close to a year ago but have only used once. It was…